From the Journal
A mix of personal journal entries and short explainers on things I'm learning. Unedited enough to still sound like me.
Subscribe via RSSWriting all of this down publicly is its own small exercise in non-self — letting go of the version of me that wants to look like an expert.
Almost two months off, and what coming back without shame taught me.
Practice didn't remove the loss. It gave me somewhere steady to put it down for ten minutes at a time.
I'd been treating it like a checklist you finish. It isn't.
It took a year of practice to stop treating karma like cosmic bookkeeping.
A weekend of silence, two unexplained cries, and a lighter walk home.
Why the name of this whole site is also the hardest habit to keep.
Five minutes felt like an hour, and I kept a timer visible the whole time.
Nothing matches "" yet.